If there is still anybody out there, sometimes visiting my blog, I am still here somewhere. Drowning in the too-much-to-do, too-little-time-ocean. It seems as if I am not really able to juggle all the balls I thought I would be able to. So I have to cut down, here and there – apparently, mostly here (blogging).

I am smack bang in the middle of my third year and it is quite a lot of work. Trying to homeschool Laura at the same time, is a real feat, and sometimes I don’t think I am really coping. But, luckily, I have a wonderfull husband and he is really helping a lot. I must admit though, I am continuously confronted with my own rigidity. I’m starting to realize I really have a lot of preconceived notions of what a child is suppose to learn, and trying to fit it all in is impossible. And then, Nestus don’t have the same preconceived ideas, I think he just have fewer ideas, so I get quite upset when he helped her, and I don’t think it’s up to standard (my bizarrely high standard).

So, while my little girl is enjoying herself thoroughly, I struggle a bit more. She has already done tonnes more than the kids in school, but I still worry that I am harming her future with this silly homeschooling business.

Okay, now I have to run again, I’m writing a Managerial Accounting test tonight and Laura is already working full steam.  She spends the day at the university campus today, with Nestus in the Library, but I still work with her whenever I have openings between class.

Ah, and I decided to seriously try losing some weight.  Not only on my conscience, more on my hips Not easy…